On the ... tweet of the day

*monyommg niy emang orang2 .... *

On the ... way we communicate

Hehehehehehe .....

On the .... new photos and an old song ....

maybe i am not in my best situation .... life is a bit unpredictable lately, and it is not in my nature to be on the way without knowing anything ... and a fight with yourself is even heavier than anything ....

yeah ... it is a difficult time for me ... or it is just because of me? cannot say ...

ps. my congrats to my to the new couple ... hopefully both of you find what have you been looking all this time ...

On the ... word of wisdom ....

well ... it works if you can shut down parts of your brain actually ... have a nice weekend everyone ... i wish i could solve the puzzle that i saw yesterday .... if it is a puzzle ....

On the ... my little treat ...

Good news bad news ... they are always attached to each other .. but the stresses and the pressure are a bit too much lately .... dortmund, deadline, interview .. it is a bit too much in one week ...... and yeah ... i had my own little treat yesterday .. michael buble concert ... hadn't been planed at all, but it is a gift of surprise and being an easy going/ idiot person ... good evening with nice people, what can you ask more .... the only down side (again) i wasn't desperate enough to bring my camera .... huh ... but yeah, at least i can recharge my battery partly .... and thanks God for that ....

and I haven't met you yet .... *singing* .... or I haven't realized you yet.. (???)

ps: thx to anggi for the ticket ..

On the ... seriously fed up

It doesn't mean that I don't like what am I doing right now ... but seriously, after months staring at the same kind of monitors, it is kind of boring at the end ... to be honest, I need a short escape now ... however, it becomes a luxury for now, just like a kid wants to have a ferrari if i can say ... huh .....

On the ... time i lost my voice .....

Have no idea why i suddenly have a problem with my throat ... i managed to survive through the winter and cold weather ... but suddenly when it gets warmer, then my throat has its problem .... fever on the first two days, and then painful throat for the next day (a bit until now actually..) ... but one thing i notice due my illness .... i could enjoy my sleep ... something that i think i missed for the last few months ... clearly i can enjoy my sleep more, and for sure it is a good thing to do .... I know, I haven't been in a good sleep lately ....

there is another thing actually ... i lost my voice for time being, so that i have to miss my shower-singing session for time being ... maybe there is something to think about, maybe i haven't been that wise with my voice lately ... and a few days in a silence kind off make me think ....

yaps ... everthing for the past 5 days being useful for me ... it doesn't mean that i encourage myself to get sick ... but yaps, i had a chance to clear my mind a bit ... as life is quite difficult lately ....

and for sure ... this song really encourage me lately ....

On the ... life as it is ...

ps. need to check my eyes ... a bit blurry lately ....

On the .. conversation of the week ....

[2:06:05 PM] Me: hey .. so you spent some quality time with your sout african buddy ... :D
[2:06:34 PM] Carina vd W: hhmmm not really
[2:07:04 PM] Me: hmm .. i smell something here
[2:07:10 PM] Carina vd W: I was assigned to be his "buddy" because no one in your group was suitable
[2:07:15 PM] Carina vd W: I wonder why??
[2:07:32 PM] Carina vd W: he's gay
[2:08:12 PM] Carina vd W: so bit of a strange guy
[2:08:24 PM] Carina vd W: did you talk to him already?
[2:09:14 PM] Me: huihihihihihihihihihihi
[2:09:18 PM] Carina vd W: :P
[2:10:18 PM] Me: suitable? did you mean no one want to do that ...
[2:10:22 PM] Me: huahahahahahahahaha
[2:10:42 PM] Carina vd W: I really don't know
[2:10:47 PM] Me: so, what is your obligation then ....
[2:10:55 PM] Carina vd W: since when do they have the buddy system at tue?
[2:11:20 PM] Me: I DONT KNOW .. it is very weird ...
[2:11:42 PM] Carina vd W: I had to pick him up from the station and show him around
[2:11:52 PM] Carina vd W: went to Vestide with him
[2:11:55 PM] Me: and i told my roommate that i also want a buddy ...
[2:12:38 PM] Carina vd W: tell him where is what ... all the info you and I found out by ourselves I have to tell him
[2:13:11 PM] Carina vd W: HR even gave me a 35euro dinner voucher to go and "bond" over dinner
[2:13:28 PM] Me: i am laughing now with my roommate ....
[2:13:37 PM] Carina vd W: not funny
[2:14:22 PM] Me: still laughing
[2:14:24 PM] Carina vd W: it's like being a senoir and show and tell the first years how wonderful it is in eindhoven and tue
[2:14:47 PM] Me: still laughing ... hard
[2:14:49 PM] Carina vd W: ]:)
[2:15:09 PM] Carina vd W: you can have my buddy for free
[2:15:12 PM] Carina vd W: (wasntme)
[2:15:44 PM] Me: WHY WE WANT THAT?????
[2:16:05 PM] Me: still laughing .... huahahhahahahhahaha ....
[2:16:07 PM] Carina vd W: [2:11 PM] Me: and i told my roommate that i also want a buddy ...
[2:16:15 PM] Carina vd W: :D

[2:16:47 PM] Me: well in the beginning ... not now
[2:17:11 PM] Me: why they choose you then? because the SA thing
[2:17:27 PM] Carina vd W: ohh come on
[2:17:34 PM] Carina vd W: I think so yes
[2:18:17 PM] Me: i should tell faizal then .... he is still looking for a bf i think ...
[2:18:22 PM] Me: huahahahahahaha
[2:18:27 PM] Me: still laughing
[2:19:26 PM] Carina vd W: what about his bf in Amsterdam?
[2:19:31 PM] Carina vd W: sorry, he already has one
[2:19:35 PM] Carina vd W: hahahahaha
[2:20:18 PM] Carina vd W: I even had to go with him to buy a gift for his bf
[2:20:31 PM] Me: you know it too? what kind of conversation did you have?
[2:20:42 PM] Carina vd W: :^)
[2:20:51 PM] Me: huahahahahahahaha


Thx for made me laugh ....


and then song of the day .... i still don't understand why i always miss good songs .... and i normally realize it ten years after its release ... for example... like this one ...



* I got a thing about you....* .. singing ...

On the .... why ...

Love is why I came here in the first place
Love is now the reason I must go
Love is all I ever hoped to find here
Love is still the only dream I know




I know it sounds super cliché .... but in some sense, it sounds true ... well, what do i know, I don't even understand why i write this in the first time ..... *ngaco*

ps. finally, after more than 3 years, i decided to have a tv again in my room ...

On the .....

Happy birthday mom .... miss you ... very ...

On the ... on my own ....

Picking up the pieces makes me wonder if I only built it all, to watch it fall ........

On the ... another blast from the past ....

surprising comment .... I don't even remember her ... but it is nice, small thing that people remember from me .....

On the ...... time

Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

B.J.A.

On the ... another time when ..

just another time when people left ... hate to say goodbye, but what else can I say?

ps. love this song .... especially the ending part ...